Notes From A Ragamuffin

Valentine's Day

2012-01-19T18:23:00.000-08:00

Hi friends!

I have some exciting news...

Do you remember last year when I delivered cupcake-grams for Valentine's Day? Well, Serendipities is doing something similar this year and I am so excited about it! Flowers are lovely, yes, but all we really want is something sweet to snack on during this silly-but-somewhat-exciting holiday.

Us gals at Serendipities have just the thing. A carefully-crafted, charmingly decorated cupcake made completely from scratch. I tell you after eating our cupcakes nothing else compares (and I'm not just being biased, promise). So, do a little something special for your significant other, co-workers, or children and send them some cupcakes. Here are the details:

In order to have delivery free, you must order at least 1 dozen cupcakes at $25.00. You can see a list of our flavors here. If you have any questions don't hesitate to ask. Call us at 402.202.6022 to place an order and come visit me at work in the meantime :)

Cheers,

Jord.

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Twenty Twelve Goals

2012-01-08T13:48:00.000-08:00

I originally started this blog as a way to organize my resolutions and stick with them. Though I have found the blog to be helpful with organizing, it hasn't necessarily given me the commitment to my goals that I need. I was reading one of my favorite nutrition blogs the other day (Rooted Wellbeing) and she suggested that taking your goals one month at a time makes it much easier to follow through. So this year I have many things I'd like to focus on (as always) but I'm going to take each month to focus one or two so they become permanent habits in my lifestyle.

My resolutions for 2012:

1. Learn to Garden

2. Switch to all natural cleaning & beauty products

3. Learn more about the benefits of essential oils and natural remedies

4. Get to know Lincoln. Make it our home even if it's only temporary

5. Focus on friendship and community

6. Prepare my body for pregnancy and overall health. Change my diet (drastically), fight my sugar cravings, and gain 15 pounds (this one scares me!!)

7. Truman and I have set a goal together to spend more time organizing our finances and learning how to use them wisely.

I'm excited for the challenges that 2012 will bring!

jord.

2012

2012-01-01T16:30:00.000-08:00

We threw our very first New Year's Eve party this year and it was a huge success. I truly have a passion for planning parties and gathering close friends--wish I could do it every holiday! The more parties I plan, the more I find that the key to throwing a successful event is your guests. You can decorate 'til your bank account is empty and have the most lavish menus, but a good party is impossible without great people and we are so lucky to have so many in our lives.

We played silly New Year's Eve themed games (thanks everyone for cooperating!!) and ate until each serving plate was empty. I woke up this morning to empty cups and party hats everywhere and I felt so happy. (The second component to a great party is a total mess at the end--it means everyone had fun!) 2012 will be a great year :)

I got a little festive and dipped my fingers in glitter for the party.

We each made our own party hats and wrote our resolutions on them.

Here's to a year full of many gatherings :)

Last Hoorah

2012-01-01T15:43:00.000-08:00

Since I'm currently a cupcake decorator at Serendipities Cupcakes, I'm no longer taking gigs through Cinnamon Girl Cupcakes. However, I had one last wedding to do this weekend and it was a blast. The decorations were beautiful so it was so fun to see my work on display!

Truman was the best helper!

Bride & Groom cupcakes

I love being a part of weddings. Seeing each bride's creativity and getting to contribute to that is such a blessing. It was a great end to the year.

Right Now

2011-12-13T17:16:00.000-08:00

I have been feeling a little lifeless lately. I blame Winter.

About this time each year I come to the realization that Winter is here and it's not leaving any time soon. I always get over it after a few days of sulking.

Along with my dramatic fits with the cold weather, I have been struggling with a discontent heart. Go figure! Ever since the day I said "I do" my passions have changed a great deal. Truman jokes that when he first met me back in 2008 he would have never guessed I would be wanting to drop my journey to a "career" to be a stay at home wife and mother. But as I have matured in my faith I can clearly see what I was created to do. I was created to nurture a husband and family. I truly believe that and I think it is the most wonderful thing.

However, this season of our lives doesn't bring that opportunity quite yet. At times I feel like a walking cliche'--newlywed struck with baby fever. Of course it's natural to want to move on to the next step in life, but while I'm focusing on that step I'm forgetting to enjoy this time that I have alone with my husband. It is precious time that I know I won't get back once we start a family.

So as I think about goals for this next year, I'm going to focus on enjoying what I have right now. I have to constantly remind myself that God's timing is perfect. That he put these desires in my heart for a reason, but I should be spending my time enjoying my husband and the freedom we have for the time being.

I re-started my favorite study called "Calm My Anxious Heart" by Linda Dillow. She has some great advice...

"Ultimately, contentment is more a shift in attitude than a change in circumstances."

"Contentment is essentially a matter of accepting from God's hand what He sends because we know that he is good and therefore it is good."

I knew that the only way to get myself out of this rut was to give thanks. Man, it wasn't easy. And my list started small. But I'll never stop thanking the One who gives.

259. Rest

260. Spontaneous dates

261. Time to notice his gifts

263. Time to devote to him

Cheers, Jord.

Tidbit of Christmas

2011-12-10T13:29:00.001-08:00

Decorating for Christmas this year was fun because we (well, I) had to get creative and use things we had around the house or things that were free from the park. We found the perfect first Christmas tree and listened to Elvis as we decorated!

(Used doilies as "snow")

(Coco was not so sure about the tree until she realized she could drink from it)

(DIY Doily Snowflakes...super easy! Find the tutorial here.)

(It's not Christmas without a Fresh Balsam candle from Bath & Body Works)

Merry Christmas!

Jord

#247

2011-12-09T11:40:00.001-08:00

I'm a tiny little gal. There's no way out of it. My dad's tiny (ish) and my mom is tiny.

This makes winter especially dreadful (as if I already didn't hate it enough). I am constantly freezing. I think I even whipped the space heater out once or twice in August.

Truman, being the wonderful husband that he is, decided to buy me a heating pad that I could sleep with during the winter. I abused my privileges. I literally have that thing on me at all times and two days ago we paid the price--I blew a fuse. Not only is half of our home without electricity, the electricity refuses to come back on as well.

It was late and Truman was tired of bothering our landlord so we decided to have fun with the situation which brings me to #247 on my eucharisteo list....

247. Living room sleepovers

We snuggled our mattress right next to our Christmas tree, I plugged my heating pad into an outlet that still works (of course), and we watched movies until we fell asleep. It was a great night.

(Notice how I caught Beans mid-jump)

{Emmanuel, God With Us}

2011-12-05T13:20:00.001-08:00

We watched this video in church yesterday and I really feel that it's something everyone should see especially as we prepare to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. The build up of this...poem, I think...made me squirm in my seat--wanting to jump up and praise Jesus for suffering for me. I have never heard something more clearly and beautifully and truthfully put.

GOD WITH US

The people had read of this rescue that was coming through the bloodline of Abraham
They had seen where Micah proclaimed about a ruler to be born in Bethlehem
Daniel prophesy about the restoration of Jerusalem
Isaiah’s cry about the Son of God coming to them
So for them—it was anticipation
This groaning was growing, generation after generation
Knowing He was holy, no matter what the situation
But they longed for Him
They yearned for Him
They waited for Him on the edge of their seat
On the edge of where excitement and containment meet
They waited
Like a child watches out the window for their father to return from work—they waited
Like a groom stares at the double doors at the back of the church—they waited
And in their waiting, they had hope
Hope that was fully pledged to a God they had not seen
To a God who had promised a King
A King who would reign over the enemy
Over Satan’s tyranny
They waited
So it was
Centuries of expectations, with various combinations of differing schools of thought
Some people expecting a political king who would rise to the throne through the wars that he fought
While others expecting a priest who would restore peace through the penetration of the Pharisee’s façade
Yet a baby—100% human, 100% God
So the Word became flesh and was here to dwell among us
In His fullness, grace upon grace, Jesus
Through Him and for Him, all things were created
And in Him all things are sustained
God had made Himself known for the glory of His name
And this child would one day rise as King
But it would not be by the sword or an insurgent regime
It would be by His life
A life that would revolutionize everything the world knew
He would endure temptation and persecution, all while staying true
Humbly healing the broken, the sick and hurting too
Ministering reconciliation, turning the old to new
A life that would be the very definition of what life really costs
Saying—if you desire life, then your current one must be lost
And He would portray that with His own life as His Father would pour out and exhaust
And Jesus would be obedient to the point of death, even death upon the cross
So just 33 years after the day that He laid swaddled in the hay
He hung on a tree suffocating, dying in our place
Absorbing wrath that is rightly ours, but we could never bear the weight
So He took that punishment and he put it in the grave
And He died
And when I say that He died, what I mean is that He died
No breath, noheartbeat, no sign of life
God is a God of justice, and the penalty for our sin equals death
That’s what Christ did on that cross
Then… On the third day, in accordance with scriptures, He was raised from the grave
And when I say that He was raised, what I mean is that He was raised
Lungs breathing, heart pumping, blood pulsing through His veins
The things that He promised were true
He is the risen Son of God, offering life to me and you
Turning our mourning into dancing
Our weeping into laughing
Our sadness into joy
By His mercy, we are called His own
By His grace, we will never be left alone
By His love, He is preparing our home
By His blood, we can sing before His throne
Jesus paid it all
All to Him I owe
Sin had left a crimson stain
He washed it white as snow
So now we, as His bride, are the ones waiting
Like the saints that came before, we’re anticipating
He has shown us that this world is fading
And He has caused our desire to be for Him
So church, stay ready
Keep your heart focused and your eyes steady
Worship Him freely, never forgetting
His great love for you
Immanuel, God with us

Worship.

2011-12-01T14:34:00.001-08:00

This year I am following my first Advent study (two of them, actually).

My church is following one together and I am also following one through Coram Deo (the church we attended in Omaha). Both of them are wonderful and are preparing my heart for celebrating the gift of Jesus Christ.

Isn't it amazing how we so easily forget it? I'm guilty of this all the time. Jesus was born to die just so I can be seen as righteous in God's eyes...I become speechless every time I think it.

So, instead of spending all of my time worrying about gifts and decorations (while those can be very fun in moderation), I'm celebrating and worshiping because I have been saved.

Along with these two great studies, I have been listening to the BEST worship music. I've listened to decent worship music before, but this stuff makes me cry out with joy. For some reason it is much more colorful than anything before....and, of course, I want to share :)

1. Page CVXI - Hymns IV **this is the best album ever, these guys are brilliant**

2. Seryn - This Is Where We Are

3. The Lower Lights - A Hymn Revival

4. Ellie Holcomb - Magnolia EP

5. Page CVXI - Hymns I

6. Jon Foreman - Fall EP (they are all good, actually)

You won't regret these purchases, I promise!

Also, if you're interested in following an Advent this year, you can download the Coram Deo one on their website: here. (The link is at the bottom right corner)

Jord.

Weekend Activities

2011-11-21T19:35:00.001-08:00

Last weekend we went on a date to a new cafe/bar in Lincoln called Toast. This wonderful little place is located in a new community north of Lincoln called Fallbrook. I had no idea it existed but it is the coolest neighborhood ever--definitely changed my opinion of north Lincoln.

The reason we chose Toast is because they are serving our cupcakes at Serendipities as dessert every day so I just had to see them in their glory! We shared a cherry vanilla cupcake for dessert and it was delicious. I would expect nothing less from the best cupcake shop in town :)

This is my everyone-is-staring-because-we're-taking-a-picture awkward face.

I also tried to get a head start on my Christmas decorations this weekend. My inspiration this year is completely natural--pine cones, feathers, branches, etc. It's fun (and cheap)! More Christmas inspiration to come!

Ultimate Christmas Music Guide

2011-11-19T17:55:00.001-08:00

It is exactly 5 days until I can blast Christmas music through my house without feeling guilty!
(I broke the rule once, woops.) Christmas isn't Christmas without great music which is why I will share with you the necessities for this holiday season...and every holiday season from now on.

The classics are obviously essential. Elvis, Bing Crosby, Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, Beach Boys, James Taylor, and most importantly A Charlie Brown Christmas (my absolute favorite). If these aren't in your itunes yet you better get started!

Though the oldies are timeless, there are a few newer albums that I will be adding to my collection this year...

1. The Lower Lights: Come Let Us Adore Him

2. She & Him: A Very She & Him Christmas (I cheated with this album already. Shh)

3. Michael Buble: Christmas

4. Drew Holcomb & The Neighbors: A Neighborly Christmas

5. Jars Of Clay: Christmas Songs

6. Hillsong: Born is the King (this has a few good ones)

The downside to Christmas music is that it's slightly expensive and you only get to use it for a month. So I'm proposing that we Christmas music lovers unite and each buy and album and then share! Let me know if you're interested :)

Traditions

2011-11-17T13:08:00.001-08:00

This will be our first Christmas together as the Faeh family.

I was brought up in a home that cherished the holiday season and the traditions it brings. Every year, the day after Thanksgiving, my dad would play Elvis' & James Taylor's Christmas albums while we set up our tree. (And, of course, there were years when Kali and I would fight the whole time about who got to put the angel on at the end.) It is one of the fondest memories I have as a child and I plan to carry the tradition as Truman and I start our own family.

As the Christmas season approaches, I'm starting to compile a list of things I'd like to do. After Thanksgiving, we plan to find ourselves a cute and slightly wimpy Christmas tree.

While decorating the tree, we will listen to Elvis' & Phil Spector's Christmas albums (along with other classics like Charlie Brown, James Taylor, Frank Sinatra, etc)

We'll finish the day snuggled up on the couch with a cup of hot cocoa while watching Meet Me In St. Louis (and probably Elf).

These are just a few traditions I'd like to start as a family, but I also understand that most traditions don't start out by being planned. That's probably what makes them so special.

I'd love to hear what other families have for traditions so do share!

Thanksgiving Feast

2011-11-14T19:22:00.001-08:00

Fun, fun weekend at the Faeh household.

We tried something a little different this year and had a Thanksgiving feast with our closest friends. I wanted to tackle the challenge of a turkey and thankfully, with the help of my dear mother, it was a success! I gathered what little decorations we had leftover from our wedding to sprinkle our home with fall and threw our very first party as a couple. I anticipate many more gatherings in the future.

My wheel are turning for New Years Eve....

Cozy

2011-11-10T16:42:00.001-08:00

I have the greatest friends ever. For my birthday, my best friends stopped by and showered me with goodies. My favorite being the warm and cozy sweater blanket :) They know me oh so well. I gave the blanket a test run this evening and never want to part from it. The perfect thing for snuggling on a couch and watching Gilmore Girls with my guy. Beans is very fond of it, as well.

We have been snuggling all evening.

And, of course, beans had to pretend to rip it apart to show how tough she is. Love that gal.

Many things to be thankful for today...

206. Old family memories

207. Laughing at work

208. Sun rising early

209. Warm, comfy blankets

210. Unexpected "I Love You's"

211. Small holiday accents

So Thankful.

2011-11-06T15:46:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving used to be one of my least favorite holidays as a child. No gifts. Pumpkin everything. Family watching football all day. But as I grow older, this holiday is slowly climbing the charts to be one of my favorites. Maybe it's because this season of life is really teaching me to be thankful all the time (not just for a month). I have been keeping a "thankful" list since this summer and I thought I would share my thankfulness this month. I'll try to post frequently since I have so much to be thankful for!

191. Early morning radio music

192. The first snow

193. Big, white flakes

194. Carpet lines

**I came home from work the other day and Truman had vacuumed the entire place! This doesn't sound like that big of deal but if you know Truman, you'll know that he never cleans. I felt so loved :)

195. Clean home

196. Thick socks

197. Start of holiday season

198. Bright orange trees

199. Extra hour of sleep

200. Morning snuggles with the bean

201. Falling asleep on his chest

202. Afternoon peace

203. Kali's frequent visits

204. Glenn Miller on the record player

205. Grocery shopping with Truman

I love living so close to people we know. Especially Kal. She comes over all the time and I LOVE it. I want our house to be an open door to family and friends.

I was feeling crafty this weekend and decided to finally make some chalkboards for our home. It was really easy and a cheap way to decorate a home on a budget! We're having some friends over to celebrate Thanksgiving this weekend so I felt it was necessary to do a little fall decorating, as well.

Truman got to choose the quote for the week. We watched a documentary on Bob Dylan once and Mr. Dylan told an angry guest to "be groovy or leave." Truman thought it was great.

22.

2011-10-30T19:11:00.000-07:00

I had a wonderful birthday. (Mostly because I got to spend the whole day with my husband which automatically makes it a great day.) I'm finding that the older I get, the more I want to relax and lay in bed on my birthday. I suppose my early morning job would contribute to that, as well. It hit me when I woke up that I'm 22 years old. Only 22. I'm not even at my quarter life! Sometimes I feel so old and overwhelmed when I think of bills and jobs and groceries, but I'm still so young! Lord willing, I have so many years of joy and trials and experience ahead of me and yesterday morning that really excited me. I am so blessed to be at this stage in my life and I owe every joy to Christ.

We started the day out by getting breakfast at our favorite coffee shop in Lincoln, The Mill.

Yesterday was the perfect fall day. I could still feel a little warmth in the air :)

Truman, being the wonderful husband that he is, allowed me to do a little shopping/antiquing. He was such a trooper!

I could browse through used vinyl for hours. I'm always certain that there will be at least one record that belongs with me...thankfully I found two!

After dinner in the Haymarket, we decided to wander around downtown and ended up in another coffee shop, go figure.

We stopped by Rocket Fizz for some sweets.

And we ended the evening by grooving to Glenn Miller and his orchestra.

I will never grow tired of his smile.

Cheers to a year of adventure,

Jord

DIY Spa Night

2011-10-25T19:58:00.000-07:00

A few of my good friends came over for a spa night this weekend. We found DIY recipes online and used ingredients from our kitchen! Every gal needs a good night of relaxation once a month...or once a week.

Maple Oatmeal Scones

2011-09-17T19:38:00.000-07:00

It was a great fall day. The air was chilled (almost a little too much!) and the afternoon was quiet. Truman watched the game and I spent my time in the kitchen making these little things. They are delicious and we have enough to last weeks...which is why I will be sharing with my friends :) You can find the recipe here. Cheers to another lovely day in good ol' Nebraska.

The Little Things

2011-09-06T19:34:00.000-07:00

It's a quiet night here at the Faeh home. The windows are cracked to let the tiniest bit of cool air in and little bean is snuggled into a blanket. Since I'm embracing the lovely details of fall, I decided it was time to make my first chai tea of the season. Drinking this chai takes me back to my coffee shop days. Though the chai is wonderful, the milk froth is what comforts me the most. Call me spoiled, but working at the coffee shop every day turned me into a froth addict. I don't even like milk anymore unless it has the foamy top....which is why I took it upon myself to buy a milk frother from William Sonoma :) In my opinion, it's a must-have for Nebraska weather.

I'm feeling very thankful tonight. Praising God for his answered prayers and perfect timing. For crisp air. For frothy milk. For snuggly coco. For a fresh, new season.

Hello Fall

2011-09-05T19:19:00.000-07:00

Today was the ultimate fall day. I'll admit, I'm probably the only one in Nebraska who is still shedding tears that the hot and humid weather is gone, but I decided to embrace the cool breeze today.

I decided to whip out my full length skirt which will be my go-to piece for the cool weather.

Kali made a trip up to hang and do some laundry so I decided to make Bacon Cheddar Potato soup...so good! Recipe here.

While in the kitchen, I let the sweet sounds of James Taylor keep me company. His "October Road" album is my favorite in the fall.

I also tried a new scone recipe and it has easily become my favorite so far. Maple Nut Scones. Recipe here.

It was fun to spend time with my sister and welcome the new season (but if it gets lower than 70 I'm going to scream).

Who are we kidding? We never try to look pretty in pictures.

Here's to a new season. Be nice to us, Nebraska.

Lovely Sounds

2011-08-26T18:51:00.000-07:00

I have a strong passion for good music. Of course, "good" is a relative term because what's good to me may not be good to you but I love to share it nonetheless! Though my summer was lacking in adventure is was overflowing with rich tunes. Classic country, bluegrass, worship. I have so many albums and songs that I will listen to and remember as the summer spent in Omaha. Allow me to share my favorites!

Gillian Welch - The Harrow & The Harvest

Found out recently that she is coming to Lincoln in October and I am thrilled!

Ellie Holcomb - Magnolia EP

Worship music at its best. Ellie is the wife of Drew Holcomb and a member of Drew Holcomb & The Neighbors but she branched out and made her own album...God bless her for that.

The Civil Wars - Barton Hollow

At first The Civil Wars didn't make a huge impression on me. They were one of those bands that I went back to listen to and sounded completely different (even though I'm certain they were wonderful all along). It is still so weird to think back to the days where I blasted Joy William's pop christian tunes in my room. She has come a long way... also I find it hilarious that band member John Paul White looks EXACTLY like Jack White and Johnny Depp. My absolute favorite is "My Father's Father." Tru & I are going to sing it together!

Patty Griffin - Downtown Church

Specifically the song "Little Fire" sung with Emmylou Harris. It's powerful. Patty Griffin is a music saint. End of story.

Trampled By Turtles - Palomino

Banjo. Enough said. Crappy quality video, but great song.

Sarah Jarosz - Follow Me Down
By far my favorite album of the summer. I have a feeling we can expect great things from this gal.

John Mark McMillan - The Medicine
Another guy who has really grown on me. His album is pure genius and gives me goosebumps every time I listen. It is the definition of worship.

A.A. Bondy - American Hearts
He is coming to Omaha this fall! Would love some concert buddies for this one. It will be a killer show.

Those are just a few...ha! No really, I could go on. Any good tunes out there that I don't know of?
J.

Late Night Snack

2011-08-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

For those of you who know me well, you know that breakfast is my favorite meal. The minute I wake up I make a b-line for the kitchen. Scones, biscottis, doughnuts, cereal, cinnamon rolls....sigh. I love them all. Though these are all a great way to start the day, they aren't very healthy. So occasionally I have to throw a healthy meal into the mix.

Introducing...Cinnamon Whole Oats with Toasted Almonds...and a little brown sugar for my sweet tooth :)

Ingredients:

1 cup whole oats

2 1/2 cups of water

pinch of sea salt

flax oil

maple syrup

1 cup toasted sliced almonds

1. Place oats in a bowl, add enough water to cover and soak for at least an hour. When ready to cook, drain soaking water, rinse and drain again.

2. Place oats in pot with water and salt. Bring to boil, reduce heat to medium low, cover and cook until all liquid is absorbed (50 to 55 minutes)

3. Remove pot from heat, fluff with wooden spoon and season to taste with a drizzle of flax oil and maple syrup. Top with toasted almonds and serve. *Optional garnishes include cinnamon, grated apple, or orange zest.

Burnt the almonds...those suckers "toast" fast!

I also enjoyed this lovely beverage thanks to Mrs. Rhodes and her knack for mixing things together. 100% Cranberry Juice (yuck) mixed with raspberry flavored water. Delish!

On a side note, we welcomed a little man into the family by the name of Mason. Coco hates him with all of her little being.

Summer Festivities

2011-08-04T17:52:00.000-07:00

Though the majority of our summer is filled with work, we have been trying to squeeze in a few fun activities together. AND I've been able to cross a few things off of my summer goals list!

~~1. Visit the Omaha Farmer's Market~~

2. Visit the Lincoln Farmer's Market

~~3. Jazz on the Green~~

4. Miletta Vista Winery

~~5. Slattery Vintage Estates~~

6. Holy Family Shrine

~~7. Kayak down the Mighty River Platte~~

8. Roca Berry Farm

9. Arbor Farm

We visited the beautiful Slattery Vintage Estates a couple weeks ago. Nebraska's best getaway, seriously. Because of a strong storm, we weren't able to stay in the tent but it was fun anyway. We also went to Jazz on the Green for the first time. SO fun. Everyone needs to go at least once. We went by ourselves but there were tons of groups there gathered around picnic baskets (and wine) just enjoying eachother. And finally, I made cupcakes for a bridal shower that my sister-in-law was hosting. I was so thankful for the opportunity and I had a great time trying out my new cupcake tier and plates. Aren't they cute!? Maybe I'm a little biased :)

Wine in a box. Not very good. But cute!

Our Humble Abode

2011-07-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

We have been living in our apartment for three months now, but I am just starting to dress it up and make it feel like it's ours. Decorating on a budget isn't fun but thankfully I had some wedding decorations leftover! It's amazing how a few little things around the house will automatically add character.

(Wooden frame with scrapbook paper & dyed newspaper)

(Foot-rest-turned-reading-nook)

(My personal favorite spot in the apartment)

(Wooden tray from Hobby Lobby)

(Finally finished our "bulletin board")

It's fun to get creative and use what you already have to decorate. Don't get me wrong I can't wait to do some real decorating one day and I think I'll appreciate it a lot more now.

Cheers, J.

The Challenge of Giving Thanks

2011-07-17T20:01:00.000-07:00

Oh boy. It has been a very tough couple of weeks at the Faeh household.

Both of our jobs have completely drained us and we feel like we are at the end of our rope. Ideally we would like to leave Omaha, but that plan has been more difficult than we thought. When we first started having trouble in Omaha, I was at ease because I knew we would spend a lot of time in prayer and seeking God's will. However, I didn't take into account that MY will may not be God's will. (That's a tough pill to swallow!)

It has been so hard to focus on the good things in our life and I have fallen into the deep hole of discontent. I started to think about eucharisteo. "Giving thanks." The LAST thing I wanted to do while I was pouting all week was give thanks! You see, it's so easy to give thanks when things are going well! When you're having a good day and the birds are chirping and the sun is out. But I wasn't feeling happy, I wasn't feeling thankful, I was downright mad that things weren't going my way! And then I realized... the whole point of practicing eucharisteo is to train yourself to be able to focus on what you do have no matter what the circumstance. I've said it once and I'll say it again (and again...and again) I am not deserving of a single joy I have in this life and I tend to forget that often. God has blessed me with so many great things and that's what I need to be focusing on in a time like this.

So. I got my notepad. I grumbled around the house looking for a pen. And I began to give thanks.

119. Our tears

120. Our vulnerability

121. Breakdowns

122. Chocolate covered strawberries

124. Snuggly coco

125. His strength

126. Candlelight

If you have a list, I'd love to discuss the joys & struggles you're finding along the way.

Cheers, J.

Scone Addict Pt. 2

2011-07-05T16:02:00.000-07:00

Any normal person would stop at one batch of scones, but that buttermilk carton was still pretty full. What's a gal to do!? I made cinnamon scones, too. Yum! I should have a scone party...

You can find this recipe here.

Any other good recipes I should be trying?

Scone Addict Pt. 1

2011-07-05T15:56:00.000-07:00

I was cleaning out my fridge this weekend and noticed that I had a full carton of buttermilk that was going to expire in a week. I simply couldn't let it go to waste so I decided to make one of my favorite breakfast foods...scones! There is nothing better than a cup of jo (decaf for me) and a scone in the morning. I had been wanting to try this Maple Pecan Scone recipe from the Food Network magazine so this was the perfect chance. They were very easy to make!

You can find the recipe here!

Eucharisteo

2011-06-26T16:32:00.000-07:00

I wrote here about my first summer read called "One Thousand Gifts" where the author encourages us to give thanks in everything...literally everything. To understand that every joy in life (even the littlest things) are gifts from God and by giving thanks always we learn to be content and (dare I say) joyful! The bible mentions the greek word "eucharisteo" many, many times meaning "to be thankful."

Yesterday was a really great summer day. I had so much to be thankful for. Cinnamon Girl Cupcakes (my cupcake business) had it's first catering gig for a wedding, the sun was out, and Truman had the day off. My heart was bursting with thanks and I couldn't help but continue to add "gifts" to my journal all day. I felt so happy and loved yesterday--basking in all of God's sweet glory.

After we delivered cupcakes, we found this adorable little hole-in-the-wall in Firth, NE called Homestead. Pretty good food, too!

We are so weird.

The Mill on 48th and Prescott in Lincoln is our favorite spot. We miss this place so much. Omaha has nothing compared to it. We spent the entire evening drinking coffee and relaxing on the front patio. Watching the sun go down and feeling the slight summer breeze float in was the perfect ending to the day.

Had to make a quick stop at Sunken Gardens.

Tried to take a picture together...didn't work.

A few "gifts" from my day...

53. Green, fluffy fields

54. Perfect rows of fields

55. Sun creating a "fog" over the hills

56. Humid summer evening

57. Small town charm

58. Windows rolled down

59. Damp skin

61. When he rubs my back in public

63. Imperfections

65. Coffee shop patio

66. Unexpected meeting of a friend

67. Casual conversation

69. A familiar feeling of home

72. Knee slapping songs

How do you live out eucharisteo?

Summer Goals

2011-06-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

Last summer was just okay. I enjoyed the slow pace of life in Central City/Grand Island and I listened to great music, but we didn't really do anything fun. We didn't do anything to soak up the precious time of summer. I am a HUGE summer person and I can't stand wasting a day of sunshine. Of course since I'm a grown up now I can't just spend every day sleeping in and laying at the pool (darn) but I have found a way to enjoy as much summer time as possible...a goal list!

I decided that if I was going to make this summer special I was going to have to plan it out (not all planning--spontaneous adventures can be just as fun). So here's my list so far...

1. Visit the Omaha Farmer's Market

Haven't done this since I was a little lass and I'm living in Omaha now soooo....

2. Visit Lincoln Farmer's Market

I really, really, really miss the Haymarket

3. Jazz on the Green

Never been. But I've heard it's a blast.

4. Miletta Vista Winery

This is the most beautiful winery I have been to in Nebraska. It sits on a hill in St. Paul and has the most beautiful scenery. I plan on sipping wine, sitting on the deck, and watching the sun go down.

5. Slattery Vintage Estates

We are going "Glamping" my friends. Yes, Glamorous Camping. I thought this only existed in Montana (I looked into it as a honeymoon possibility) so I was thrilled to find out about this winery outside of Lincoln. Trums and I have booked a night in July when they have a bluegrass concert. Woo!

6. Holy Family Shrine

We live really close to this...church thing. I have driven by it a million times and need to finally get up there to see what it's all about.

7. Kayak down the Might River Platte

This is one of my favorite memories of last summer. The scenery isn't breathtaking or anything, but it's very peaceful...and a great workout for the arms.

8. Roca Berry Farm

I know nothing about this farm! But it looks like something fun to do. Any comments?

9. Arbor Day Farms

We went to Arbor Day Farms last fall but it was after the leaves had fallen...kind of pointless! I'd love to go in the summer when everything is green. I'd also like to do a little wine tasting.

I am always down for more suggestions!

Best Snack Ever

2011-06-15T21:32:00.000-07:00

I tend to snack on things that aren't usually considered healthy (ice cream, chips, chex mix, etc.) but I've been really trying to watch what I eat this summer. NOT because I'm trying to lose weight (I'm trying to gain weight actually) but because I feel that I need to put less junk into my body. If you know me well, you know that I am the pickiest person walking the Earth. I play it safe at restaurants and if it smells bad, I assume it tastes even worse. This has makes the whole "eating healthy" thing very hard.

I have been following this new website called Rooted Wellbeing. They focus on a holistic diet and give great recipes through their newsletters. This recipe has been my favorite so far.

Ingredients:

2-3 bananas, peeled and cut in half

1/4 C. Cacao powder (I used a bar and chopped it into pieces)

1/4 C. coconut oil

1/2 tsp. vanilla extract

2 T. honey, maple syrup, coconut nectar, or agave

pinch of sea salt

Directions

1. Cover plate with wax paper

2. Freeze for 1 hour

3. Place remaining ingredients in sauce pan and melt over low heat on stove, constantly stirring, until smooth and combined

4. Remove bananas from freezer and dip into chocolate sauce

5. Place back in freezer for 1-2 hours

**they suggested putting popsicle sticks in the bananas before freezing, I just didn't have any**

If anyone has any good books or websites on holistic eating (that isn't too extreme for my picky taste) then please send them my way!!

Summer Reading List

2011-06-13T20:17:00.000-07:00

There are so many books that I'm wanting to read. I narrowed my list down to a couple books I'd really like to start this summer. If anyone has any other reading suggestions I'm all ears!

Yummy Recipes

2011-06-13T14:10:00.000-07:00

I always appreciate when a blogger shares a good recipe. Since both my coffee cake and apple butter turned out, I wanted to share the recipes I used.

You can find the recipe for the King Arthur Cinnamon-Streusel Coffee Cake here.

The apple butter is a little more complicated... Like I said earlier, I wanted to make something similar to what I had at Bread & Cup. On their menu, they said they used apples, cinnamon, cane sugar, and vanilla. So simple! But not a single recipe online called for vanilla or cane sugar so I had to do a little experimenting. The results were great--not quite like Bread & Cup's but I'll get there eventually. Here's what I did:

1. Peel, cube, and core 4 granny smith apples & scatter in crock pot

2. In a medium bowl, mix together 1 1/2 cups of cane sugar, 1 1/2 teaspoons of cinnamon, 1 teaspoon of vanilla extract, and a pinch of salt
3. Pour the mixture over the apples and mix well
4. Cover and cook on high for 1 hour
5. Reduce heat to low and cook 9 to 11 hours, stirring occasionally
6. Uncover and continue cooking on low 1 hour (stir with whisk for smoothness)

If you'd like the unedited version, go here.

If anyone has any great recipes please share :)

Sunday with the Faeh's

2011-06-12T19:49:00.000-07:00

This was the first Sunday in a long time that Truman and I got to spend together without work or other commitments. I have really come to appreciate the time we get together since it can seem scarce most weeks. It was a fun day and I am so thankful the Lord blessed us with it.

Truman had to study for a while so I decided to make some magic in the kitchen.

I had leftover topping from my cupcakes the other day so I made coffee cake. Call me crazy, but I sleep better knowing that I get to wake up and eat something yummy in the morning.

Little miss Coco has been naughty this past week by leaving little surprises on the carpet... She spent Sunday afternoon repenting and reading the good word.

These little "surprises" have left our small apartment smelling not-so-fresh so I bought a new candle. We can start breathing through our noses again!

We listened to Ryan Adams all afternoon. I will never grow tired of him.

I ate at Bread & Cup in Lincoln for the first time last night and we had the most delicious apple butter. I was inspired to make my own so it's sitting in the crock pot right now. I keep sneaking a smell every half hour.

It was a wonderful afternoon. I used to think that worship was done in a church and needed to have music, but I spent the whole day worshiping and praising God for every little gift.

Streusel Cupcakes

2011-06-08T20:32:00.000-07:00

I spent some quality time with good ol' Martha Stewart in the kitchen last night. I have been looking for new cupcake recipes to try and her cinnamon streusel recipes seemed like the perfect treat for breakfast.

Let me tell you...they were.

One Thousand Gifts

2011-06-01T19:23:00.000-07:00

"The greatest thing is to give thanks for everything. He who has learned this knows what it means to live...He has penetrated the whole mystery of life: giving thanks to everything."

For the past year, I have acknowledged my sinfulness in discontent and tried to find joy and peace in my savior alone. Some days it worked, but most days I fell back into the same pattern. Though I have honestly loved every moment since the day I said "I do" (almost 2 months ago!), I have been complaining and drowning in discontent non-stop. My apartment isn't cute because we don't have any money for decorations. We can't go to a music festival because we can't afford it. She always has cute clothes and I'm wearing things from two years ago. Why can't you pick up after yourself? I feel like your mom.... I catch myself thinking (or whining) these things and I just think "I can be so ungrateful".

I had been reading Ann Voskamp's blog for a while and was very interested in her book called "One Thousand Gifts". I ordered it a week ago and have been buried in the book for the past two days. I'm telling you, this could not have come at a better time! The way she explains joy and the meaning of a full life is spot on. My words cannot do her book justice, but the gist of the book is to slow down in this world that is addicted to speed and give thanks for what God has given us. "Joy is the realest reality, the fullest live, and joy is always given, never grasped. God gives gifts and I give thanks and I unwrap the gift given: joy."

I am not deserving of joy. Every piece of happiness I have in this life is simply a gift of God. Nothing else. I did not earn it. I did not find it. It was graciously given to me by my Father. Man, that really puts everything I think I need into perspective.

Ann challenges us to make a list of 1,000 things we are thankful for. You don't just do it all in one sitting. You carry a little booklet around with you and make it a point to slow down and record the little things you miss-- the little things that truly create this complex thing we call joy. I have also decided to photograph my "gifts". I started my list today. 1. The beauty and softness in a white doily. 2. The dimming of the summer sun as a storm brews. 3. Beautiful simplicity of raw wood. 4. The mulled sound of an old recording. 5. Soft sounds of Hem on a summer evening. 6. Tiny Coco snuggled in the small of my back.

I was zooming in on my mason jar when this cute little nose showed up in my lens begging for some loving.

I understand now that the fall was all about ingratitude. "Humanity's discontent with all that God freely gives" (One Thousand Gifts). I want to see every beautiful thing that comes my way for what it truly is: a gift.

"I have learned how to be content with whatever I have. I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little."
(Philippians 4:11-12)

Would love some feedback on how everyone lives life with a thankful heart!
J.

Summer Sounds

2011-05-31T20:28:00.000-07:00

Well, it's finally summer. The warm weather is here (and better not be leaving any time soon), the light and airy clothes can finally be dusted off, and most importantly the new music inspiration begins. Summer is when I find the BEST music. There are so many songs in my iTunes that are special to me because I spent my summer lounging in the sun with them on repeat. And, for some reason, folk and bluegrass sound a million times better in this season.

I have a long list of albums I plan on buying this summer. But for now, here is my inspiration for the beginning of summer 2012....

This song is going to be the song that I listen to in the dead of winter to remember what summer feels like. It will remind me of waking up to warm sunshine. It will remind me of drinking wine on the patio. It will remind me of late night drives with the windows down. Most of all, it will remind me of my wonderful husband. I fell in love with the song the first time I heard Truman playing it on the guitar.

Cheers to a lovely season,

Wedding Details

2011-05-18T11:18:00.000-07:00

I don't have all of the wedding pictures yet, but I have a few pictures that capture the details of the wedding. We put a lot of time and energy into them to make it a special day!

Romp 2011

2011-05-07T19:39:00.000-07:00

Let's get real here.

I have no money. We have no money. (By "no" I mean no money for luxuries.)

We're newlyweds. We've been completely cut off of any support from ma and pa (and rightly so) and it's been a challenge. We're learning to live off our means and praise God for what He has given us.

BUTTTTTTTT

There is this bluegrass festival in Kentucky that I just HAVE to see! To me, music isn't a luxury it's a necessity! I can't breathe without the sweet sounds of bluegrass floating in the air. I'm pretty sure it's the forgotten 11th Commandment, in fact. Thou shalt not live without good music.

I came across this festival when I was looking up tour dates for Steve Martin and the Steep Canyon Rangers. I've never been to Kentucky but I've always wanted to visit (mainly because of my obsession with Elizabethtown). I'm really trying to convince Truman to say yes to this. Tickets are very reasonable and we get to camp for free. I can't imagine anything better than warm air, sleeping outside, and listening to blue grass all day. We have to go!

Some of my favorites will be there...

Office Inspiration

2011-05-04T15:27:00.000-07:00

I have been putting off decorating the apartment because I'm worried I won't find what I'm looking for. But I have the time to do it so I'm going to tackle this head on. So I don't get overwhelmed, I decided to break it down into sections: office, bedroom, living room, bathroom, hallway closet. Oh boy.

Starting with the "office" since it's serving as a spot for junk right now. Technically we don't have an office. Our desk just sits in our room. I'd like to still create a somewhat cozy place for us to get work done especially when I get this wedding blog up and running. I took an old white desk from my old house and painted it gray since we are sticking with neutral colors. To dress it up, I changed the handles to fancier ones from Anthropologie. It was amazing how a little detail like hardware could change the look of it!

The only thing we have so far for the desk is a vintage recipe box that I turned into a card holder. We had tons of leftover custom notecards from the wedding that I know we will have use for.

I am going to try and attempt this to hang above the desk. Hobby Lobby has frames exactly like that, but I have no idea where to find the chicken wire...or how to attach it for that matter. Wish me luck! Pictures if I'm successful...

Fruit Tart

2011-05-01T17:07:00.000-07:00

Since I was so adventurous with the cinnamon rolls, I decided to try making my very first fruit tart. I don't feel comfortable working with dough, so I was nervous to see the outcome. Thankfully the dessert was edible! The crust wasn't perfect but I'd say it's pretty good for a first try!

The boys ate the entire thing in about 15 minutes.

Breakfast!

2011-04-30T22:21:00.000-07:00

Truman had friends coming to stay with us this weekend so I decided it was the perfect opportunity to try out some new recipes. One of my favorite wedding gifts was a breakfast cookbook from William Sonoma. I cannot function without breakfast so I plan on trying them all...and sharing pictures of course! This was my first time making cinnamon rolls of any kind so I was a little nervous. I'm very happy with the outcome and can't wait to enjoy them before church!

(My new best friend.)

(My little helper.)

Have a blessed Sunday!

Wedding Preview

2011-04-28T18:24:00.000-07:00

Micah (our wedding photographer) is coming up to Omaha this weekend to show us our wedding photos. It feels like Christmas!! He sent me a few sneak peeks so I thought I would share...

I'm a huge advocate for Micah. If you're getting married and need engagement pics, etc. you should really consider him!

Honeymooners Pt. 2

2011-04-27T16:59:00.000-07:00

I didn't take many pictures in Portland because I didn't want to lug my camera around all day so most of these pictures are found on the internet. We wanted to stay in a boutique hotel since Portland is known for its "hip-ness" (real word?). Ace Hotel was somewhat affordable and had a Stumptown in the hotel lobby--we were sold. The hotel was very different. Artwork covered the walls and we could hear the The Rolling Stones blasting from the lobby. The place was filled with cool kids.

The first thing we did was go to Powell's Book Store a.k.a. heaven. The store took up the whole block. Needless to say, we spent quite a while inside. Across from the hotel was a theater called Living Room Theatre. We noticed they were playing independent films so we decided to check it out. I am so thankful we did! It was my favorite part of the trip. There was a lounge in the front where you could drink wine, eat dinner, snack on delicious truffles, or have a cup of coffee. When the movie started, you would take your things into the theater and finish them there. It was wonderful! I had a latte a caramel salted truffle while we watch the movie "Ceremony". All three things were delightful. Watching movies in Nebraska won't be good enough for me anymore.

We also had to check out Voodoo Doughnut because it was on the Food Network once. It was quite the experience! The entire building was pink. What's even weirder is the fact that heavy metal was blasting through those pink walls...at 7:30 in the morning. Nothing like a screaming man to wake you up in the morning... The doughnuts were just fine. They tasted like any other doughnut would taste, but it was fun to try it anyway.

We did a lot of eating and walking around (and did a teeny bit of shopping since he loves me so much). It was a fun and clean city that we would definitely visit again.

Honeymooners Pt. 1

2011-04-26T20:53:00.000-07:00

Hello friends!

I'm back and this is my first blog as a married woman! (Wow--still getting used to saying that.) The wedding was swell and I can't wait to share pictures and blog about our special day. Until then, I thought I would share with you some pictures of our honeymoon in Portland, Oregon.

Since Truman's bro is a pilot, we were able to get stand-by tickets for cheap. However, this meant we weren't guaranteed a spot on the plane so we had to wake up extra early...as you can see Trums is not a morning person.

We stayed at The Resort at Mt. Hood for the first two nights to take time to relax and enjoy the peace and quiet of the outdoors. After a crazy week of wedding happenings, we knew there was no way we would have the energy to hit the city first. The drive to the resort was beautiful--completely green and covered with tall trees. Think Colorado times 10.

We pampered ourselves by ordering room service and getting a couples massage at the spa. It was our first time getting massages and we had a blast. If I could get one every week I would! Thankfully, we agreed to start a tradition and get massages for every anniversary.

After a day of relaxing, we hit the trails and did some hiking. The weather was a little too chilly for me so we didn't last long.

When we headed for Portland, we decided to take the scenic route all the way around Mt. Hood. We were told that there were little towns with fruit farms and wineries which was true. Unfortunately we were a little early in the season to catch the excitement. The drive was still beautiful.

Right before hitting Portland, we stopped at the nation's second largest waterfall: Multnomah Falls. It was breathtaking. Cold, but breathtaking. The sound of the water bursting over the cliff was frightening and peaceful at the same time.

The mountains were just what we needed before we hit the craziness of Portland.

More to come!

Mrs. Faeh :) (okay, I'm done)

Action!

2011-04-10T15:44:00.000-07:00

I'm going to come right out and say it... I creep.

That's right-- I do my fare share of creeping on occasion. It's fun to see where others are at in their life even if I don't know them well or only know them from the past. Anyway, I was doing a little creeping on this gal one day and heard of this husband and wife from Tennessee called "Action!".

They are awesome. Usually I assume local bands are going to sound like every other musician out there, but I should have known better since it was coming from Tennessee.

Anyway, check their music video out. It's wonderfully weird and enticing. PLUS you can download the song for free here.

Most of my friends know me as the playlist queen and with the big day coming up, I am spending the afternoon making playlists for the wedding day & trip to Portland. I will share soon!

Angus and Julia Stone

2011-04-07T20:29:00.000-07:00

Cannot. Stop. Listening.

I have a soft spot for the harmonica.

Enjoy!

Engagement Session #2

2011-04-07T12:21:00.000-07:00

A couple more pictures from our last engagement session...

9 days, folks. 9 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Engagement Session

2011-04-05T19:33:00.000-07:00

Truman and I met up with Micah again for our last engagement picture session. The weather was beautiful but, of course, it was sooo windy. (Praying Nebraska will be nice to me on the big day).

Here are just a few pictures from the day. 

Hello, spring!

2011-04-05T19:29:00.000-07:00

It was a wonderful day. I really felt the presence of spring which made me incredibly excited for the wedding...in 11 days!!!! I started working on all the crafty projects that I've been putting off and they are turning out exactly as I planned. *Sigh of relief* Here's a little sneak peak...

I love the vintage feel that newspaper articles give so I wanted to use them for decorations.

And voila!

This was a lot of fun and didn't take more than an hour(ish). They may even make for cute apartment decorations. Can't wait to show more, but I'm saving it for my wedding blog...

Cinnamon Girl Update

2011-03-24T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hello friends!

Amidst all of the crazy wedding planning I have somehow found the time to bake some goodies. I've had two orders in the past week which is great (hellooo Honeymoon money). It hit me today that I'm moving to Omaha in about three weeks. I'm more than excited to start living with Trums, but I'm a little worried the cupcake business will die down in such a big town especially with lots of professional competition. This just means I'll have to work harder at getting my name out! If anyone has suggestions I'm all ears...

Tonight I made red velvet & vanilla chai with almond buttercream cupcakes. I was feeling creative so I put extra time into the piping--I'm liking the look!

As far as bigger Cinnamon Girl Cupcake plans go, I have booked two weddings for the 2011 year and I'd love to book a few more. If you know anyone looking for treats at a wedding, shower, etc. send them my way!!

(Beans tried to sneak a taste!)

Busy, Busy, Busy

2011-03-16T20:48:00.000-07:00

It has been the craziest month. Wedding plans hit me hard and I have continued to take cupcake orders on top of that. I am officially one month away from marrying the man of my dreams. For tonight, I'm trying to visualize the wedding day and not the million things I have to do before then! I'll worry about it tomorrow... Since I've been so boring with my blog lately, I decided to do a little update.

Since Valentine's Day, Truman has moved into our first apartment,

I made my wedding invitations.

My lovely sister and friend threw me a bridal shower.

I found my absolute favorite perfume (thanks to my mother).

I'm having so much fun in this season of my life I just need to do a better job of documenting it!

Jasmine

2011-02-23T20:50:00.000-08:00

I recently discussed my ambitions for collecting essential oils. I'm trying to use natural products as much as possible (without breaking the bank) and essential oils are a great place to start. My very first purchase was in Steamboat Springs, Colorado. Out of the many scents, I decided to start with Jasmine.

Let me tell you why...

When we were in Colorado, I really wanted to visit this store that provided all natural body products called Little Moon Essentials. The store was a little wacky (they are into magic and whatnot) but the products were amazing! Everything was reasonably priced and smelt so good. I wanted to take one of everything, but settled on a few key items. My grandma is really into "healthy stuff" (for lack of a better term) and purchased a book written by the owner called "The Garden of Earth".

There is SO much information on essential oils and thousands of recipes for home remedies. The author is totally off her rocker. (She actually has an interview and picture with who someone who claims to be "mother nature". Ridiculous.) But her knowledge on health for the body is fascinating.

Back to Jasmine... I read in the book that many people assume lavender is best for sleeping. I am one of the world's worst sleepers and I have been using lavender for years. It's calming, no doubt, but the author suggests that Jasmine will do the trick. I put it on my temples before I go to sleep and the scent does wonders. (I have to give some credit to the fact that I have been incredibly tired lately).

Two things that are making me pleasantly content this evening. 1) The sweet aroma of Jasmine and 2) this little gal waiting for me outside the door every time I take a bath. It's time for beans and I to get some shut eye.

Night everyone, J.

Essential Oils

2011-02-22T18:31:00.000-08:00

One of my biggest "health" goals for 2011 is to add to my (small) collection of essential oils.

When I went to Siloam Springs this summer, I was inspired by the local's natural way of living and did a little reading on essential oils. I have noticed a lot of articles in my favorite mag (Whole Living) about essential oils being great home remedies. I can't wait until I have a huge collection and can create all sorts of scents.

For now, I am going to focus on a great combination for your bedroom (courtesy of Whole Living Magazine). Formula: 30 drops of lavender, 15 of roman chamomile, and 5 of ylang-ylang. Add ten drops of the blend to a one-ounce bottle of water and shake. Spray all over curtains, bedspread, and pillow. And enjoy :)

Cupcake Delivery

2011-02-15T08:30:00.000-08:00

It was a busy, but fun day.

I had been baking cupcakes non-stop for two days and my kitchen was getting smaller and smaller! This was a great experience for me. It was my very first huge (and I mean HUGE) delivery... I made about 600 cupcakes. Though I was frantically running around, (and staying up until 4:30 in the morning) I was still able to have peace knowing that my deliveries would bring joy to others.

Does that sound silly?

I know I'm not solving world hunger and I'm only stirring happiness for a few moments, but there is something so special about feeling loved and appreciated. That's what my cupcakes do. And even though I did this specifically for Valentine's Day, there is NEVER a bad time to let someone know they are loved. (Personally, I prefer to feel loved out of the blue rather than on a national holiday.)

Unfortunately I didn't have enough time to stop and document as much as I wanted to. I tried to get a few pictures in to give everyone an idea of what these orders looked like.

I use chocolate covered espresso beans to top off the cappuccino cupcakes. Delicious!

Coco didn't get any attention this weekend... she's pouting.

Cappuccino, White-Chocolate Raspberry, and Strawberry cupcakes

Needless to say, I had to drive VERY carefully.

It was a very successful day and I appreciate the trust that each person had in me.

And remember, there's never a bad time to say "I love you" :)

Camera!

2011-02-12T21:05:00.000-08:00

I am now a proud owner of a Canon Rebel T1i (thanks, Rutheah for all your help!).

Forgive the blurry picture, it was taken with my old camera. I have so much to learn about this lovely thing and I can't wait. I've been using the camera to document my Valentine's Day Cupcake orders. I'll post pictures soon!

Delivery!

2011-02-09T15:58:00.000-08:00

Had another successful delivery today! They ordered this morning and I had the cupcakes delivered by the afternoon-- I work very quickly :) Have a look at the final product!

I had to wear the apron to feel official.

My delivery boxes!

I need to order business cards. Until then, this will have to do!

America

2011-02-07T09:50:00.000-08:00

I'm starting with this album because it probably means the most to me out of all of my records. I had been wanting a record by America since I received my record player, but couldn't find one in any of the record stores. America is classic. No matter what the season, they remind me of summer.

It may sound cheesy, but this album practically found me. I went to Steamboat Springs with my family last summer. The town was beautiful and filled with cute little shops along the road. We walked by a store that looked like a gift shop. My mom and sister wanted to go in but I wasn't amused. I went in anyway to browse around. The lady at the counter told me they had a record section in the way back of the store. My search for an America album immediately popped into my head so I decided to give it a shot. There was a lot of junk and I was starting to think I wasn't going to have any luck until I flipped the next record and found a ragged old America album jumping from the bin and into my arms.

I walked...ran...up to the counter, gave the lady a couple bucks, and left.

I have spent many days with America and anticipate many more to come.

Have a listen!

Proof!

2011-02-02T18:55:00.000-08:00

I made chicken noodle soup last night. I'm being completely serious--I almost considered making the soup without the chicken because I didn't want to deal with it. But then I realized that it's one of my resolutions... so there I am! Cutting the slimy boneless chicken breast.

I had to take a picture to prove that I actually did it. The soup turned out great. It's going to take a while to get used to this meat thing...

Looking for good recipes.

6. Whole Living Action Plan

2011-02-01T11:08:00.000-08:00

Whole Living Magazine

I am a huge fan of Whole Living magazine. They always have great tips for living a healthy life and since I'm completely clueless when it comes to health in general, I could use all the extra advice. In their January issue, they featured a 28 Day Whole Living Challenge. It starts with a detox in hopes of helping you create healthy habits (and recover from all the holiday junk food). I want to state that I am not in any way, shape, or form trying to lose weight. (I'm trying to gain weight, actually). I'm just tired of feeling guilty for my unhealthy habits. So, tomorrow I begin the challenge (I'm a little late as you can see, but better late than never!)

If you want to join with me, go here.

Tomorrow starts with a 2-day preparation for my detox. Whole Living suggests the following:

-Start the morning with hot water and fresh lemon juice

-Try to drink 8 glasses of water each day

-Toss unhealthy foods (a.k.a anything processed)

(I'm NOT excited about this one, but it needs to be done. Sigh...)

This plan is going to be especially hard for me because I am the pickiest person that has ever lived...not kidding. If anyone has tips for picky eaters I'm all ears. My goal after these 28 days is to reduce my stress level (which feels super high), cut out caffeine, increase my knowledge on a healthy lifestyle, and create healthy eating habits. It's going to be hard, man. I like sugar...

I'm off to drink some water,

And The Winner Is...

2011-01-31T16:42:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking a lot lately about what I want to name my cupcake business. It just doesn't feel official without a name. I'm still debating between a couple names, but I wanted to reveal the winner of the free 2 dozen cupcakes. Thanks again for everyone's input! I feel very supported.

To prove to you that I did this fair and square I provided some pictures...

Coco was waiting in anticipation!

CONGRATS KENZ!!! I'll be contacting you soon to discuss cupcake flavors :)

Be on the lookout for my facebook page and don't forget to order some cupcakes for Valentine's Day.

First Official Delivery

2011-01-30T20:49:00.000-08:00

I delivered my very first cupcake order this evening!

What better way to celebrate new life than with tasty cupcakes. Our good friends just welcomed a sweet little boy into the world and we dropped off some cupcakes for a friend (thanks again, Crystal).

I made vanilla chai cupcakes with almond frosting and, of course, packaged the cupcakes with love.

Congratulations to Tyson & Sarah on their new baby boy!

5. Record Collection

2011-01-29T15:34:00.000-08:00

No matter how fancy the ipod, or expensive the speakers, the sound of needle touching vinyl cannot be beat. Some of my best childhood memories go back to when my dad would throw on a James Taylor record and we would clean the house from top to bottom. (Sometimes, he would even let me press the button that made the record spin faster so James would sound like a chipmunk.)

When I got a record player last year for my 20th birthday I almost wanted to cry. Not because I was now going to be officially hip and trendy, but because my dad was passing on a tradition to me that I plan on sharing with my children. Since then I have been slowly adding records to my collection (they can be so expensive!) and stealing records for my dad's collection (thanks, dad).

This year I want to document it. Christmas ended the year with two very special records for Truman and I. Technically, they were both Christmas presents to Trums, but since the record player is in my room at the moment, I consider them gifts to me as well. We received the greatest hits record by the legendary Neil Young (angels practically sang when he opened that baby) and the newest album from the Avett Brothers. Somehow it's a lot easier to clean my room when I have a little help from these men...

4. Buy Camera

2011-01-26T07:46:00.000-08:00

I am so excited for this resolution to begin (I know, I'm way behind on my resolutions). Since I'm starting my own wedding blog and cupcake business, it's crucial that I take decent photos to look somewhat professional. My old digital camera from 2007 is just not cutting it anymore.

I have to confess that I know NOTHING about photography. I have a strong love and appreciation for great photography, but I have no idea what it takes to make it great. It will be a learning experience for sure... I'm overwhelmed by all of the different camera styles to choose from. I don't know what all the numbers on the camera mean or what lens works best with what camera. I have decided one thing so far--I'm getting a Canon. Next step, go to Best Buy and ask for help...

I've been saving since my birthday and I'm ready to make a purchase. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated. I can't wait to get started!

**On a side note, I have two orders for my Valentine's Day cupcakes already! If you're interested let me know**

Valentine's Day Special

2011-01-20T11:52:00.000-08:00

Martha Stewart Cupcakes

Cupcakes have been weighing heavy on my mind lately. I have been coming up with all of these ideas/strategies to get my cupcake business rolling. Thanks to my good friend, I already have my first customer!

Anyway, it hit me that Valentine's Day is coming up soon (HUGE holiday for sweets) and I think this would be a great opportunity to get my name out there. I started to contemplate how I would go about it so people would give me a chance. Here's what I came up with...

Everyone loves to get a Valentine's Day surprise from loved ones, right? I especially love it when it's something tasty. So, I am going to deliver cupcakes in Grand Island for FREE on Valentine's Day. This year, the holiday is on a Monday so I'm thinking everyone will need a little pick-me-up to get the week going...cupcakes are the perfect thing! Since I'm a beginner, I'm not charging much for orders in hopes that people give me a chance and spread the word about my business.

The prices are as follows:

(these are for standard-size cupcakes)

6 cupcakes: $9.00

12 cupcakes (a dozen): $14.00

24 cupcakes: $24.00

Here are a few ideas to think about:

1. If you need to bring sweets to your child's classroom

2. If you're a teacher and want to bring sweets to your students

3. You can send them to your loved one at work

4. You can send them to your loved one at home

5. Be the office hero and bring some to share with co-workers!

Flavor options:

1. Vanilla Chai with Almond Frosting

2. Peanut-Butter Chocolate

3. White Chocolate/Raspberry

4. Strawberry with Strawberry Frosting

5. Cappuccino

6. Toasted Coconut

7. Almond Joy

8. Red Velvet

9. Caramel

**I can also do the classic Vanilla & Chocolate for those picky eaters out there :)

As of now I am taking orders! Email me at: jordy583@hotmail.com with orders or questions.

3. Meat

2011-01-17T12:16:00.000-08:00

I have a love-hate relationship with meat. I couldn't live without it (because I'm so dang picky) but I HATE having to make it myself. I was raised in a home where we had meat about every night- pork chops, burgers, chicken, and t-bone steaks. You would think I would have no problem tossing a slab of meat on the grill--WRONG.

It's cold, slimy, and messy and every time I attempt a meat-based meal the kitchen is a disaster. Then, once I actually get the meat in the pan I'm worried it won't be done and I end up over-cooking it. Ah!

But. I'm getting married in three, THREE (!) months and Truman loves his meat. I will be doing most of the cooking in our home so it's time I toughen up and start practicing. I REALLY don't want to, but I'm going to. I'm gladly accepting tips & recipes along the way. I'll post pictures of my progress if you promise not to laugh.

In order to motivate myself, I purchased a cute little apron at Anthropologie with matching hot pads. I figured if I'm going to do this I might as well do it in style!

Here I go...

1. Start Cupcake Business

2011-01-15T21:22:00.000-08:00

(Caramel, Caramel)

(Almond, Vanilla Chai)

I used to be someone who was terrified of baking. Kal did most of the baking at home and I did most of the eating. Things changed this summer thanks to the coffee shop. I talked Jewel into selling cupcakes at the store and they were a huge hit. We had a lot of fun experimenting with flavors and designs. I became so fascinated by the way cupcakes were designed.

In order to save money, I decided that I would make the cupcakes for our wedding (I must be crazy). I started to toy around with the idea of starting my own cupcake business but it sounded ridiculous when I said it out loud. Since cupcakes are a big trend, I thought I could be somewhat successful for Nebraska weddings/events and most importantly I would be cheaper than what professionals charge.

I certainly don't plan on making a living off of this, but I am going to give it a try. It's kind of like the wedding blog--I could fail miserably, but I think I have enough drive to make it work...even if it takes a while. My test run will be my own wedding! That could be great promotion :)

If you have an event/graduation/wedding coming up, consider me! Since I'm a beginner I'll be charging close to nothing.

I'm also in need of some sweet name ideas!

1. Start A Wedding Blog

2011-01-11T19:02:00.000-08:00

I have to admit- I'm a little terrified of this resolution. It's a BIG goal. There are so many great wedding blogs already out there and I run the chance of becoming another wannabe.

When I was a little girl, my mom would occasionally buy me these super-thick wedding magazines at the grocery store. Page after page was filled with wedding dresses and I drooled over the different designs (not kidding-I was probably about 7). I would take inspiration from those dresses and draw my own in my sketch book. I didn't fantasize about being a bride, I didn't idolize the beauty of the models, I just simply loved the creativity that went into weddings.

I think that says a lot about where I am today. I could spend hours finding new ideas and inspiration (I do spend hours) and I love watching people stray from trends. I want to encourage others to create a wedding that represents themselves--no more cookie-cutter stuff. I haven't lost sight of the real joy in a wedding, but I have grown a huge appreciation for the detail that goes in to them. Planning my own wedding has nurtured that appreciation. Frankly, I'm having a blast! So I got to thinking... there are so many wonderful wedding blogs out there, why isn't there one in Nebraska? We have a few, but they lack the style and creativity I'm talking about. Nebraska is still stuck in the roses, tiara, poofed hair phase and I'm ready to change that (or at least attempt to).

This may take me a while to get started since I'm focusing on my wedding, but when May hits I'll be in full wedding blog mode. For now I need to find myself a name. I'm taking suggestions :)

I hope to have full support of my fellow bloggers and readers.

Wish me luck!

Hey, New Year

2011-01-10T18:44:00.000-08:00

I'm so excited to share my resolutions for 2011. The list is much shorter than last year, but certainly not easier. Here we go...

1. Start a wedding blog

2. Start a cupcake business from my home

3. Conquer my fear of cooking meat (and cooking in general)

4. Buy a nice camera and learn the tricks and trades of photography

5. Focus on my record collection

6. Follow the Whole Living Action Plan

7. Research/make food from my heritage

Like I said, these are some tough goals...ones that will last longer than a year. I could fail miserably (and publicly) but I'm going to give it a shot.

Goodbye, finally.

2011-01-09T21:01:00.000-08:00

I really need to speed things up so I'm going to do a quick final re-cap on 2010 and say goodbye for good...

I had a lot of fun trying to tackle all of the resolutions this year (I'll admit, I had too many). Though I didn't live them all out equally, I feel that they helped shape me into who I am in 2011. That is the goal after all, isn't it? I developed a love for pastries, experience a deeper love for my sister, experienced nature in new ways, read some life-changing books, maintained a great friendship through letters, and studied a life of contentment (will never stop learning about that one). It was a good year.

I wanted to share my favorite books/bible studies of 2010:

2011 brings huge changes for me. I'm leaving the nest for good and becoming a wife. Me. A wife!! I giggle every time I say it. I'm so excited and ready for the challenges it will bring.

I welcome you, 2011, with open arms. But if you could hurry it up to April I would gladly appreciate it.

11. Volunteer/ 12. Embrace Friendship

2011-01-04T15:35:00.000-08:00

11. Volunteering at the Christian Pregnancy Center was a wonderful and humbling experience. I miss being surrounded by godly women who are joyful no matter what the circumstance.

12. Though I didn't push myself as far as I should have, I created (and re-created) some great friendships this year. The more I learn about marriage, the more I realize how similar a friendship is. In marriage, love is not always a feeling but a choice. To me, friendship is a choice--it's work. "Work" makes is sound less fun, but the older I get, the harder it is to keep friendships alive. That is what makes a friendship so much more meaningful!

This resolution will continue into this year. I will make more time for friendships and less time for busyness because I believe companionship is one of the greatest gifts.

God has opened my life to many great people this year (you know who you are) and I look forward to the directions our relationships will take in 2011.

11. Buy/Support Music More Often

2011-01-01T17:11:00.000-08:00

This was such a great year for music. Sufjan finally graced us with his presence and Band of Horses came out with another great album. My taste in tunes has really taken a turn since 2009 and I love where it's going. Rather than talking about every single artist I fell in love with this year, I decided to name the top ten albums that shaped me this year (note: not necessarily released in 2010).

The Avett Brothers: I And Love And You

The Avett Brothers: Emotionalism

Hem: Rabbit Songs

Junip: Fields

The Lower Lights: A Hymn Revival

Mumford & Sons: Sigh No More

Nathaniel Rateliff: In Memory of Loss

Neil Young: Greatest Hits

Ryan Adams: Easy Tiger

Sufjan Stevens: All Delighted People EP

Can't wait to blog about my 2011 music resolution!

Happy new year, J.

10. Support the Fight Against Sex Trafficking

2010-12-29T06:38:00.000-08:00

It has been an incredible experience to see a community come together for a cause like this one. There is no doubt in my mind that God used the coffee shop to reach so many people this holiday and I felt privileged to be a part of it. My heart has been heavy for Tiny Hands for a while and I feel like I want to fight their cause for a long, long time after 2010. It has become more of a necessity than a resolution. 

I'm marking this one with a big check (and a smile). We were able to raise over $1,000 for Tiny Hands through Coffee for a Cause. It could not have been done without the help of Tiny Hands, Jewel, and Barista's and I am so grateful for them. There is no greater joy here on earth than to see a softened human heart giving selflessly. Experiencing things like this leads me to believe that, one day, we will end this horror.

Christmas Happenings

2010-12-22T14:34:00.000-08:00

Last weekend was filled with everything Christmas. Christmas party, Christmas concert, singing Christmas tree, Christmas baking... you get the point. We started the weekend out with a lovely party hosted by the Rhodes. I really enjoyed connecting with friends. To treat myself for the party, I purchased a new top (compliments of Stella Clothing) and put my baking skills to work.

Truman and I spent all day baking on Sunday. I was excited to spend some time (and possibly start a tradition?) with him. We made all your traditional Christmas goodies for friends. Take a look!

Sugar Cookie & Glaze recipe from Martha Stewart

Can't go wrong with puppy chow

Homemade hot cocoa from Martha Stewart

The Lower Lights cd... buy it!

 The best part about Christmas goodies as gifts...getting to deliver them to friends. Truman suggested wearing santa hats, but that will not be happening.

Merry Christmas! J.

Perfect timing.

2010-12-21T15:32:00.000-08:00

This is SO my dog.

8. Go Green

2010-12-21T12:37:00.000-08:00

I have been sitting here for the last 10 minutes trying to remember what I have done to be "green". This is a bad sign...

Okay, so I haven't really joined the "green" trend. Do I think it's important to treat God's creation with respect? Absolutely. Do I think some people are going wayyy overboard doing so? You betcha.

So what have I done to do my part this year?

(1) I recycled my plastic bags when I could

(2) I (occasionally) rode my bike when the weather was nice

(3) I bought myself a hip and trendy water bottle so I wouldn't buy plastic ones anymore

(4) I refused receipts as much as possible when making purchases

(5) I drank out of mugs at coffee shops rather than get a cup

These aren't drastic and I definitely didn't go out of my way to do them. I feel that if I were truly "green" I would be doing things out of my comfort zone. However, I think it's a start. When Truman and I get married I would really like to make changes to things that we are too reliant on. For now, I'll keep getting ideas from here. Thanks, Rachel McAdams!

Coffee for a Cause

2010-12-16T20:01:00.000-08:00

Taking another quick break from resolutions to talk about a fundraiser, Coffee for a Cause.

Before college, I was completely clueless about the horrors of the sex trafficking industry. I used to think slavery was an issue of the past. That was until Tiny Hands International came to Lincoln Berean. They gave a presentation on what they focused on and it made me squirm in my seat. To think of 10 year old girls having sex with men as old as their fathers made my stomach hurt (and rightly so). I walked out of church that night feeling guilty for being so fortunate and unaware of this issue.

Most of the time when I see a sad commercial about homeless kids or hear of hunger in third world countries I feel sad for a few minutes and then continue plugging away at my busy day. We know it as "out of sight, out of mind," but for some reason, I couldn't shrug this one off.

When I moved back to Grand Island I decided that I wanted to bring awareness with me. Since I had connections through Barista's, I asked Jewel (my future mother-in-law) if she would be interested in hosting a fundraiser for Tiny Hands. She was very supportive and I have her to thank for making this happen. I was really worried that the rest of the employees would reject the idea, but they have been so incredibly helpful as well. I'm really blessed to be working with such wonderful girls...and boy (Truman) :). So, together, this is what we have created...

Coffee for a Cause

December 17-19

Barista's is donating %10 of whatever we make this weekend to Tiny Hands International. The employees have agreed to donate their tips for the weekend, as well. We will also be selling One Girl bracelets for $10 made by the girls in Nepal. These bracelets are to serve as a reminder to pray for the safety of the girls in Nepal/India. 

To overcome to horrors of this industry, it will take a lot of funding. But above all, we want to educate everyone we know and encourage them to get involved. I am a strong believer in the power of prayer and these girls need an army of prayers to survive. 

10,000 girls a year are involved in the sex trafficking industry (this is only in Nepal/India). Some girls face as many as 40 men a day. They are beaten, tortured, raped, and scarred. They are treated like slaves...like animals. Please join with me to fight and let them know that they are love and valued in the eyes of Christ.

If you can't attend Coffee for a Cause, find out how to get involved here.

6. Journal Each Day/ 7. Quote of the Night

2010-12-11T11:55:00.000-08:00

I definitely didn't journal each day, but for most of the year I was writing whether it was in a bible study, through prayer, or just writing down thoughts/worries. I have found that writing things down (especially when praying) is much more affective for me.

For now, I have this prayer journal that I try to write in every night. Usually when I try to pray before bed I only make it to "Dear God" then I'm gone. So I will definitely continue to journal.

My quotes of the night are officially done. Partially because I misplaced my quote book. Occasionally I find a quote and jot it down. In that case, I will share with the blogging world. That's about as far as I'm going to get from now on.

Speaking of... I was emailing a Tiny Hands director a while back and he has this quote at the bottom of every email (I might have shared this before):

There are two ways to get enough: one is to continue to accumulate more and more. The other is to desire less.

(G. K. Chesterton)

I was so inspired by this...and very convicted. This is truly the answer to avoiding worldly desires for me. It's also appropriate for Christmas, eh?

The Lower Lights // A Hymn Revival

2010-12-10T19:53:00.000-08:00

I'm taking a small break from reflections to tell you that you NEED this album.It is most appropriate since we are celebrating the birth of Christ. I have a hard time finding worship music that I can stand, that doesn't include ridiculous electric guitar solos, and doesn't have cheesy lyrics. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure their hearts are in the right place, but I need substance.

It all goes back to the classic hymns. I'm still blown away by the beauty of the lyrics. The Lower Lights do a brilliant job of recording hymns (gotta love that banjo...). They consist of a bunch of artists from Utah and make wonderful music together. It's simply tragic if you don't own or plan on owning this album.

Get yourself a Christmas present!

5. Prepare for Being a Wife

2010-12-10T09:17:00.000-08:00

Before writing this reflection, I went back and read what I posted in January. That seems like so long ago! After about a month of "dating" Truman over the phone, I knew that I was going to spend my life with him. I knew that he was going to become my best friend, but I didn't know what that meant yet. I have chosen to spend the majority of my time with him thus far, but that doesn't make him my best friend. What makes him my best friend is the night (multiples of them) when he will listen to me cry about my broken family or when I beg him for answers and he replies "I've been praying for you". He has seen the worst of me, but what amazes me is that he has chosen me back.
I am going to love that man until my last day.

I cannot wait to become a Faeh and start a life of love and grace (and lots of laughter). I am marking this resolution with a GIANT check. I have read multiple books, sought out counseling, and spent lots of time in the word in regards to what a godly wife and woman looks like. I have a long ways to go and it will always be a challenge for a sinner like myself. I have learned that without constant grace a relationship will fail.
I cannot wait to see what this year has in store for us! Bring it on, 2011.

J.

One Year Bible/ Daily Exercise

2010-12-04T18:17:00.000-08:00

3. One Year Bible
My one year bible lasted until March. Let me explain!
I got really behind when I went to Florida and never caught up. I'm such a perfectionist that I couldn't stand reading days that weren't actually the day I was on. So, January 1 I'm starting again.
I. Will. Succeed.
(It's not about success, I'm totally aware. Though I failed at the one year bible, I feel I spent a lot of time in the word through other bible studies. And that's what I was shooting for).

4. Exercise Daily
This is going to be a life goal of mine. I have good months, I have bad months...I have really bad months. Since I'm tying the knot in less than 5 months, I have a little more motivation.
Jillian has become a good friend of mine.

J.

Reflecting on 2010

2010-12-02T14:00:00.000-08:00

I cannot believe we only have one month left of 2010. I feel like I still need time to address some of my resolutions! However, it is time I start taking a look at how well I lived out my resolutions this year...

1. Blog the year about resolutions. Check.
This was an easy one. I loved having something to write about rather than just ramble on and I definitely plan on doing this for 2011...maybe with a shorter list :)

2. Paint Again.
Sighhhhh. I failed on this one. I have painted once this entire year (if you don't count the "abstract" art Trums and I made one night when we were bored). It felt so good to paint again, but I just didn't have the motivation to keep it going. There is an art school in Lincoln so if Truman and I end up there I might look into it.

--My apologies for lack of blogs lately. I have been on my death bed with who knows what. Mom and Truman think it's an ulcer. NOOOOO!!! Pray for me. J.

Keep Calm

2010-11-23T14:31:00.000-08:00

(I could use this in my home)

I am a worry wart by nature. (Technically, we all are without the grace of God). But I have it bad. I'm also a planner. I think way in advance of how a situation will go and I try to prepare myself for it (it's a gift and a curse). Because of this, I'm always focusing on what could go wrong. My health, Truman's health, my career, Truman's career, our finances (or lack thereof), my parent's divorce, wedding finances (who knew a wedding could get so expensive?), the list goes on and on. These anxieties have been weighing extra heavy on my shoulders lately and you can see it in my eyes. I have let these stresses get to the point where they physically show. It would only be God's wonderful timing that this week's bible study would focus on worry and anxiety. It comes down to the realization of two things: (1) God is in complete control and (2) when I worry, I sin. Worry is a lack of faith, it's as simple as that. Calm My Anxious Heart gave a few great quotes/biblical references I'd like to share:
"It has been well said that no man ever sank under the burden of the day. It's when tomorrow's burden is added to the burden of today that the weight is more than a man can bear. Never load yourselves so, my friends. If you find yourselves so loaded, at least remember this: it is your own doing, not God's. He begs you to leave the future to Him and to mind the present." -George MacDonald

Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. -1 Peter 5: 6-7

This is going to be something I struggle with for the rest of my life and I'm learning that the only way to overcome it is to lay my worries down at the feet of my father and remember that He is sovereign, He is good, and He is in control.

Thankful

2010-11-21T20:50:00.000-08:00

Gene + Jill // Two Pease in a Pod from capture studios on Vimeo.

I really need to stop watching this because I keep crying over and over again.
I saw this on a friend's profile page a while back and I was so moved. The vows couldn't have been written any better.

Reality keeps kicking in as the months get closer that I am about to marry the man that God has chosen for me. I am so blessed to have found a man that loves and serves the Lord and inspires me to do the same. I have many things to be thankful for, but that's what I'm focusing on this Thanksgiving.

I'm so stoked. That's all I can say or I'll start crying again.
Watch the video!

J.

Arbor Day Farms

2010-11-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

I had been bugging Truman to take me to Nebraska City all summer so he finally gave in for my birthday. We were a few weeks late because most of the leaves had fallen off the trees but it was still so peaceful.

We were smart to go on a day when the Huskers were playing because no one was there :)
My dinky little camera doesn't do the scenery justice, but I tried!

We visited the barn that I really wanted to get married in. It was exactly what I wanted, but too expensive!
This is the view from the Lied Lodge where we ate our (very expensive) dinner.
It was a great day and I can't wait to go back and stay in the lodge when we're married!
After dinner we drove back to Lincoln and met my sister and friends at my favorite coffee shop--The Mill on 48th and Prescott.
It felt so good to relax with them. Living in GI makes me miss them all so much. They gave me a fun cookbook so you know what my next post will be...

J.

Birfday.

2010-11-01T11:44:00.000-07:00

Since I don't have the best opinion of alcohol, I wasn't incredibly excited to turn 21. Instead of hitting every bar in sight, my family took me to Miletta Vista winery in St. Paul. I had a blast and the winery was beautiful.
It was exactly how I wanted to spend my birthday.

I ended the night with cappuccino cupcakes from the Cup.
Heaven.

Caramel Apples

2010-10-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I had this intense craving for a cookies n cream caramel apple from Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory. Since the store closed in Grand Island, I decided to try and create one myself.

We enjoyed fettuccini alfredo, a glass of wine, and caramel apples as we watched my favorite show, Parenthood. It was a lovely fall evening. (My love for fall will most likely die soon since the temperature is dropping and the wind is increasing.)

Talk soon, J.

P.S. Listen to the song "Left on Laura, Left on Lisa" by The Avett Brothers. It will change your life.

I Love Fall? I Love Fall!

2010-10-24T16:28:00.000-07:00

I have never been someone who looks forward to fall.
I associate the season with football, school, and cold weather--things I dislike the most.
However, I have been having a huge love affair with fall this year.
The streets through our neighborhood are lined with red and yellow trees and there are pumpkins on each stoop. There hasn't been a day in the past three weeks where it was below 60 and I am truly grateful.

Coco and I have been doing a lot of walking (mainly because I love looking at all the adorable houses). We were shuffling through the leaves on the street yesterday, there was no wind, and the sun would peak out from the clouds every 5 minutes.
I was truly present in that moment.
All I could do was smile, take a deep breathe, and thank God for letting me enjoy his creation....and then I yelled at Coco for peeing in the neighbors yard.

It has been a wonderful season.

P.S. If you need some good music to enhance your fall experience, listen to all of the above:
Neil Young, Karen Dalton, Ryan Adams, Tim Hardin, Nick Drake, & The Avett Brothers.

'Til next time,
J.

Calm My Anxious Heart

2010-10-04T21:47:00.000-07:00

I feel like I blog a ton about being content so I told myself after my last blog that I would change subjects for a while...but then I started my new book. So, if you're tired of hearing me blab about how I'm searching for the secret of contentment, then stop here.

I knew this book would speak deeply to me from the title alone. "Anxious" is my middle name.
I'm a worry wart and a control freak--a recipe for disaster.
It's probably my biggest struggle and I was excited to see what Mrs. Linda Dillow had to say.

I was a few pages in and already blown away.
She really focuses her writing around a few verses in Philippians. One verse in particular basically jumped off the page and hit me in the forehead: "Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable- if anything is excellent or praiseworthy- think about such things." In other words, dwell on the positive.
Seems pretty simple. It isn't, but gosh darn it I'm sure going to try.

Linda shared a story about a friend she knew who was a missionary. She lived by these rules:

(1) Never allow yourself to complain- not even about the weather
(2) Never picture yourself in any other circumstances or someplace else
(3) Never compare your lot with others
(4) Never allow yourself to wish this or that had been otherwise
(5) Never dwell on tomorrow- remember that is God's, not ours

I have decided to adopt these rules as my own and I'm excited to see the outcome.

Cheers, J.

The Local Theatre

2010-10-03T12:27:00.000-07:00

Life in Grand Island is getting pretty dull.
This isn't surprising to me since I knew it was bound to happen.
I'm still enjoying my break from school, but I'm ready to move.
However, I'm still trying very hard to be content so I have been focusing on what's great about being here.

1. Coffee shop
2. Free food (most of the time)
3. Spending time with Truman and his family
4. The Grand Theatre

Oh, that theatre will never truly know my love for it.

Grand Island doesn't have much to offer, but I will tell you it is worth driving here JUST to catch a weekend flick. The atmosphere, the families, the price, the location-- I wouldn't change a thing.

Truman and I were there last night to see Eat, Pray, Love. The movie was terrible, but I felt so at home. Walking downtown on a crisp night to see the rest of the town in line (slightly over exaggerating) makes me feel like I'm an extra on Gilmore Girls.
I feel welcome there.
I feel so happy to see families spending time together or older couples going on a date. The $3.50 ticket is worth it just to have that feeling.

I love supporting Grand Island's best business with the rest of the community.

Last night I was perfectly content.
I wasn't thinking about my friends being independent in Lincoln (though I miss them), or the wedding, or my family troubles.
I was just happy to be another local headed to see a movie.

J.

Baking With The Faeh's

2010-09-14T17:46:00.000-07:00

We have cupcake fever at Barista's this fall.
They are selling like crazy and I'm enjoying the practice.
I wanted to try a new recipe this weekend so I recruited Truman and Anthony to help.
The first recipe was a chocolate cake with raspberry butter cream.

I was feeling adventurous so I decided to try making vanilla chai cupcakes.
They. Were. Delicious.
Beans helped.
I'm feeling more comfortable with my baking skills.
Dare I say it's even...fun?
Yes. It's fun. Especially the end when I get to eat it.
Next project: fruit tarts.

Wish me luck.
J.

April Come She Will

2010-09-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

Alyssa picked me up around 6:50 to go see a movie.
When we got to the mall, she drove to the front of the entrance instead of parking which I thought was weird. My sister, Kali, comes running into the car and blindfolds me.
I wasn't thrilled about riding in a car with a blindfold but I that it was finally time for Truman to propose so I sucked it up.

We drove around from 7pm - 8pm. 1 HOUR.
Sharon was coming from Lincoln and wanted to be there. So it was worth it :)

They took me back to the park where Truman and I had our first date. When I got out of the car, they took off my blindfold and gave me this journal that Truman and I had written our story in a long time ago.
He had a flower marking the page that I was supposed to turn to and read.
It was beautiful. It made me realize how lucky I am to have found such a wonderful man who loves God and who, for some reason, loves me.
Anyway, the last sentence said "now, under the tree I am waiting for you and I have a question to ask you"

Obviously I wanted to make a dead sprint for the tree, but I walked calmly for the sake of pictures.

He asked. I said yes. We're engaged!

We're young. Who cares? We're both in school, we'll be poor as dirt for a while, but there is not one doubt in my mind that we are ready to start living our lives together.

I have so much to learn and I can't wait to learn it all with him.

J.

September Grass

2010-08-31T08:52:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh. The wait is over. I am finally engaged to Truman Wendell Faeh.
For those of you who don't know me very well, let me inform you that I am quite possibly the most impatient person walking the earth. Truman and I have been discussing engagement since September of 2009 (that would be a year!) so it's safe to say I've been thinking about this for a while.

It all started at a coffee shop...
Jewel and Lanny Faeh opened up Barista's when I was a senior and hired me that fall. That winter, Truman moved back to Nebraska and started working at the coffee shop. We didn't start getting to know each other until that summer. I knew I liked him the moment he said he knew who William Fitzsimmons and Sufjan Stevens were (that was rare back then).
For some reason we started working together all the time and getting more and more acquainted. (Little did I know, he was scheduling us together...)

Fast forward to college.
He moved to Arkansas, I moved to Lincoln. I was positive nothing was going to happen. He started emailing me and that lead to phone calls which lead to a relationship. We "dated" for a whole year while being 8 hours apart.

When he came back for fall break, it was going to be the first time we had seen eachother since we had worked together. We went to a park and had a picnic under this unique tree. I remember taking a nap, listening to "September Grass" by James Taylor, and thinking "this is the one".

Little did I know that under that tree was where it would all begin.

Change Is Hard

2010-08-29T15:21:00.000-07:00

I have been having some technical difficulties as of late (dog spilt cup of water on computer) but the good ol' mac is up and running again so here we are...

I have been doing this bible study by Beth Moore on the book of Esther.

The only knowledge I had of Esther was from the Veggie Tales movie so needless to say I was a beginner. I strongly encourage any female to consider picking up this book.

I would have never thought that a story like this could teach me so much about my own life.

The last lesson was on selfishness and conceit. It was hard to read because I hate to associate myself with those words, but it was necessary.

I won't go into detail because I couldn't do it justice, but the main message was "we don't have to think highly of ourselves to think obsessively of ourselves."

Obsessed.

That word leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I hate to think that I tend to be obsessed with myself. But if I'm honest, I have to admit that I can be.

Thankfully I have some bible verses to set me straight and keep me grounded...

"For by grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgement, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you."

Romans 12:3

"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourself. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others."

Philippians 2:3-4

Humility. This is what I need.

Am I the only one convicted of this or can I get an amen?

Best Day of My Life

2010-08-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

BREAKING NEWS!!!!

I recently found out that THE Sufjan Stevens is having an actual tour!!! This may not seem so exciting to you, but Sufjan Stevens has been my absolute favorite artist for years and years and I never thought I'd see the day where he would come to the midwest.

Well, folks. I was wrong!

This fabulous evening will take place in October...which just so happens to be in the same month as my birthday...cough, cough...Truman.

Man. The Avett Brothers, Band of Horses, AND Sufjan Stevens.
It's going to be a good fall...

J.

The Things We Do For Love

2010-08-11T20:37:00.000-07:00

Ever since I was a little girl, I was in awe of the fashion industry.

The clothes, the pictures, the pretty models--I wanted to be a part of it.

I dreamed of being a successful career woman with much power (and clothes) and I scoffed at the idea of someone putting anything before their career.

I dreaded Nebraska and in high school I couldn't wait to leave Grand Island behind for good.

The minute I graduated I was out the door and contemplated never returning.

I was ready for college and ready to start plucking away at MY dream.

***Fast forward two years later***

In college I chose to work at a personal relationship with Christ.

As Truman and I started to date I became even more influenced by him and got a glimpse of how great it was to live a godly life.

God showed me a love for Truman that I didn't know was possible and suddenly a silly career didn't even matter to me.

Long story short--Truman is staying in Central City for the semester. One day he suggested that I stay in GI, take time off from school, and work so we would have some money when we got married.

I about slapped the kid.

I could barely stomach the idea of living in Grand Island, Nebraska....with my parents!!!

I did a lot of thinking and praying and finally agreed to stay here.

It's going to be so tough. I'm realizing how hard it is to swallow my pride and my ability to be content is going to be tested over and over.

But I have already learned so much by making this change.

(I'll try to say this without sounding like a giant cliche'...)

I chose to love.

And that's a BIG step for me.

If you would have told me in 2008 that this is where I would be, I would have packed my bags and ran. But that's not God's plan.

I think He has a lot to teach Truman and I in this next semester. I'm scared to death, but ready to learn.

I'd say this counts for being content, eh?

Still plucking away at the resolutions...

Practical Theology for Women

2010-08-09T20:16:00.000-07:00

I finally finished The Ragamuffin Gospel (took about all summer). I've been a slacker in the reading department this summer but it was a great book nonetheless. Mr. Manning did a fabulous job of explaining what a ragamuffin is, why I am one, and how beautiful it is that it doesn't matter to God.

I'm still trying to wrap my head around it....

Anyway, on to the next book: Practical Theology for Women by Wendy Horger Alsup. I have absolutely no idea how I found out about this book. However, I was thrilled when I found out that she is a part of Mars Hill church (same church as Mark Driscoll) and she is writing under the same publisher as he.

Needless to say I have high expectations.

When it comes to christian theology I am a rookie to the max.

I didn't grow up in a christian school (it has it's positives and negatives) and I didn't study the Bible growing up. As a matter of fact I thought the Bible was dull and boring and groaned whenever my mom would tell me it held all the answers.

She was right.

Dang it, mom.

I have a strong desire to attempt the understanding of who God is. This is impossible, of course, because he is greater than my mind can imagine. But it IS possible to study Him and what He is. Wendy makes a good point in the book that many Christians think they are beneath the understanding of christian theology--they leave it up to the pastors to study and hold onto a verse or two to get them through the week.

I'm guilty of this.

It never occurred to me that I, too, needed to have a better understanding of christian theology.

I'm only into the first few chapters, but Mrs. Alsup already explains that by studying God and His word, you learn to become a better wife, friend, sister, mother (won't need that one for a while...). So in a way I'm killing two birds with one stone!!

1. Reading a book

2. Learning how to become a killer wife (in a way)

Pick it up! (Or order it) I'd love to have someone to study it with.

Any good books lately?

Rocky Mountain High

2010-08-02T16:10:00.000-07:00

I went to Steamboat Springs, CO this weekend. It was one of the most beautiful towns I have ever visited--I could live there and I don't think Truman would mind being a mountain man.

I definitely bonded with nature. Hiking mountains, seeing waterfalls, and swimming in springs. Everything is so freeing in the mountains (hence the hippies everywhere). Speaking of...my absolute favorite part of the trip was Strawberry Hot Springs. These natural springs were way up in the mountains and after dark clothing was optional. It sounds a little questionable, but part of me thinks it would be liberating to swim through warm springs with nothing but my skin and the moon.

Maybe the mountains got to my head a little too much...

Anyway, I had a great time and appreciated the peacefulness of God's creation.

Mark Driscoll

2010-07-28T13:22:00.000-07:00

I first heard of Mark Driscoll and Mars Hill Church when Truman, Micah, and I attended a church service in downtown Lincoln. They showed a podcast of Mark preaching about marriage and a man's role. I was immediately drawn to his teaching style and loved how he presented the raw truth--even if it didn't sound nice.

Since then, I have listened to quite a few podcasts and read a few of his books. My understanding of Christ and my relationship with him and everyone around me has grown so much because of these teachings. I owe it all to God, of course, because it is His word we're studying after all, but Pastor Mark really does a great job of breaking things down.

Look him up on itunes. Seriously. It's free.

A few of my favorites:

-Proverbs: Friendship

-Trial: Marriage and Women

-Trial: Temptation From Worldliness

-The Peasant Princess series

If you decide to give these a shot, please let me know. I'm dying to discuss them with someone!

Cheers, J.